IF YOU LEAVE by Courtney Cole
Ex-Army Ranger Gabriel Vincent is a badass hero. Or he used to be. Home from Afghanistan, Gabe can't stop thinking about that one horrible night on the battlefield, a night that changed his life forever. He knows he's messed up, but with the help of a little beer and a lot more women, he's keeping it together. Until he meets Madison Hill.
Madison is happily single—or so she thinks. After the tragic death of her parents, she took on the responsibility of running the family restaurant, and that's just about all she has time to worry about. Until she meets Gabriel Vincent.
Though they don't realize it at first, Gabe and Maddy will soon develop a weakness: each other. But Gabe has a secret, a hidden monster that he's afraid Maddy could never overcome. And Maddy is dealing with issues she fears Gabe won't understand. They quickly realize they need each other to be whole, but they have demons to fight—and the problem with demons is that they never die quietly. Can they find a way to heal the past . . . before they lose each other?
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“She’s not breathing,” Pax suddenly
blurts, dropping his ear down to listen at her mouth. “She’s not breathing. Jesus Christ.”
Maddy scrambles to try and help from
behind us, to try and see, just as I pull into the parking lot. Before I’ve even come to a stop at the curb,
Pax has the door open and is laying Mila out on the sidewalk.
“Breathe, baby,” he begs as he kneels
and gives her a breath. “Breathe.”
He’s frantic and desperate and covered
in Mila’s blood.
“Pax,” Maddy cries, pulling at his
arm. “We’ve got to get her inside. We don’t have time for this.”
She pulls at him, but Pax isn’t
thinking clearly and he shakes her off, turning back to Mila, trying to breathe
into her mouth.
He’s interrupted by a team of people
bursting through the doors with a gurney.
Pax lunges up with Mila in his arms and thrusts her at the medical team.
“She’s not breathing,” he tells them
in desperation. “Please—help her.”
The doctors and nurses close in around
Mila as they lay her out on the gurney and rush her inside.
As they do, Maddy clings helplessly to
the side of the stretcher . Looking down, I see that Mila’s eyes are still
closed and she is as pale as I’ve ever seen anyone. More terrifying than that, though, are the
words coming out of the nurses’ mouths.
She’s
unresponsive.
There’s
no pulse.
We
need the paddles.
Maddy flinches as she hears them,
tears running down her cheeks.
“It’s going to be alright,” Maddy
tells her sister as the team shoves the gurney through the double doors and out
of our sight. “Mila, you’re going to be
alright.”
“Mila, I’m here!” Pax calls after her,
when a nurse blocks his way. But Mila
stays motionless. She couldn’t hear any of it.
Fuckkkkkk.
I’ve never felt so helpless as when I
watch them take her away. I know there’s
nothing I can do and from the looks of all that blood staining the sheets
covering her, I’m not sure that there’s anything that anyone can do. There’s no way she’s not going to die.
There’s
so much blood.
Courtney Cole is a New York Times and USA Today bestselling author who lives near Lake Michigan with her family. She's always working on her next project... or staring dreamily out her office window. To learn more about her, please visitcourtneycolewrites.com
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